Friday, 23 January 2015

This shit is hard

18 days. That's how old my babies are. It's also how long they've been in the NICU. I've been super busy running back and forth between home and the NICU that I haven't had much time to stop and think. Maybe that's for the best. Because today when I found a few moments to myself, the flood gates just opened. This is hard. Really, really hard. I am so head over heels in love with my two munchkins and it kills me that they're not here with me. I hate that every day, sometimes twice a day, I have to say good bye to them. I miss them the moment I leave and count the hours until I get to see them again. This is so much harder than I could have imagined. I just want my babies to be home with me.
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  1. Unknown24 January 2015 at 03:41

    You're doing such an amazing job. For months, you've had to go above and beyond to make sure your munchkins stay happy and healthy and I'm sorry that you're still having to go through so much now that they're here. I can't wait for them to get home with you too. Hugs and so much love for you guys <3

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  2. TeeJ24 January 2015 at 16:14

    I'm so sorry that your munchkins aren't home with you, but they will be soon! You're an incredibly strong woman and I think of you and your babies daily.

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  3. ~Ally24 January 2015 at 18:14

    Great big huge massive hugs. You are so strong and such an amazing momma to your babies. They are so lucky to have you. I know I hope for the day they come home with you so very hard. Love you.

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  4. Krystal Sullivan24 January 2015 at 19:31

    I'm so sorry that your little babies aren't home yet... prayers that they come home soon, happy and healthy. Hang in there, mama.

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  5. ChickinNH25 January 2015 at 14:57

    I am so sorry you are still separated. I know it likely doesn't help much to say it but they really are in the best POSSIBLE place and are getting stronger and stronger every day. Hang in there - eventually it will be over and they will be home with you and Hubs and this will just be a memory! Sending you such big hugs every single day. I can't wait until they can be home with you.

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  6. ttuprincess25 January 2015 at 19:18

    I'm so sorry you are having to deal with this. Sending you so much love and hoping those precious babies get to come home soon! <3

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  7. PackerFan4Life27 January 2015 at 12:59

    ((Hugs)) You are a great Mom. I cannot wait for the day when your sweet babies come home with you. Sending you lots of love until then. It's so hard to leave a part of yourself behind and trust someone else to take care of them. <3

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  8. Unknown27 January 2015 at 18:03

    Huge hugs! Hang in there sweetie, sending you tons of love and prayers that they can come home soon! <3

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  9. RunDreamer28 January 2015 at 19:33

    Sending love and hugs, dear! I hope that they're back home where they belong REALLY SOON <3

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