Keep it together

I'm out of town with my in-laws, whom I love. I am emotional as is today, we met with the doc - I'll discuss that later. SIL announces she's KU with #2. I am so happy for them, but I am having trouble keeping myself together. We are all going to a wedding tomorrow, so I'm with them all weekend. Give me strength to keep it together.  The timing on this just stings so much.  I wish I could just be happy for them without feeling this immense sadness.

This should have published on Friday. It's now Sat morning, my eyes are slightly swollen from crying (in my room) last night. I wish I could hide under the covers and just skip today, but I know I have to go. I'm so emotionally fragile at this moment, I just need to keep it together.