And sperminated!

First I just wanted to say that last few days were a bit rough and I couldn't be more grateful for my fellow Dreamers.  It is so hard to have negative feelings, and even worse to feel bad about feeling bad!  It really meant a lot to be able to talk to other people who really understand, people who let me feel what I'm feeling without judgment or criticism - I felt much less alone feeling the love and support from all of them, so for those Dreamers who read this, a very heartfelt thank you <3

In Ute News, we had IUI part 1 this morning.  My 5 follies we had been watching ended up at 21 & 4x 20s.  So targets?  Check.  H and I did our usual routine - early morning, over to the clinic, he did his thing while I was poked and prodded for the 4th consecutive day this week, then off to Timmie's!  IUI went pretty smoothly.  I did feel it going in today - it's just a strange sensation, feeling like your insides are filling up with liquid!  It doesn't hurt, it's just very odd and a little uncomfortable at moments.  H's post wash numbers were amazing - >150 mil, >90% motility.  Swimmers?  Check.  He got praise, yet again, from the RE; I think he was feeling pretty good about himself ;)  Because we're looking at the same number of follies as last cycle, and after the trigger yesterday I've been feeling a lot more bloated and activity in the ovary region, and since we know insurance actually pays for it (yay!) she gave me a script for Dostinex again.  Hopefully starting it now will help prevent me from getting too uncomfortable, nip it in the bud, as they say!  Then after tomorrow's IUI I will start on progesterone and baby aspirin.  And I will finally get a break from the clinic, woo hoo!  At least for a few days, tomorrow will make 5 days in a row there, that's more than enough for me, and my bruised arms - 5 days in a row of b/w is not fun!  Come on, lucky #4!!!!!!